I recently posted about this annual 'fall epiphany' that hits me ...the need for change ..for return to the path...assessing our 'walk your talk'. I don't decide to go there, the process seems to initiate itself like clockwork for the past several years. This year it seems to be an underground process going on behind my daily grind scene.
I'm humbled and maybe a bit shocked to say that things seem pretty darn tight. In past, this evaluation could easily take me to the
very serious ' holy shit what is my purpose in life' or rather what are the many purposes of me? Am I fulfilling them? Do I have any choice in these? Are there others that I need to add to the queue? Self worth panic enter stage left! It all seems a little kinder this time. My own value doesn't seem to be such a mystery.
Don't worry....I'm fully aware of the huge array of personal growth projects that I still get to participate in and I've got quite a list for 2022 and I intend to remain 'kid in a candy store' excited about living.
And so I return you to
VALUE
How is it that we gauge the value of self?
By occupation
By Proof of formal Education
By our failures
By the spectrum of our life experiences
By our physical appearance
By Income
By our successes
By the value of our partners (who are also gauging themselves)
By our position in the community
By peace of mind
By philanthropic gesture
By our friendships
By the nature of our children
or maybe
more simply
By what we feel like when we wake up each morning and as we fall asleep each night.
Like all of those beautiful and so varied colors created by the kids in their value studies our estimate of personal value will change day by day, hour by hour and sometimes moment by moment.
Fluctuations of our own colors as we move through our lives with gargantuan effort to do the right, walk the talk, leave our mark with clear conscious, full soul and hearts content